In Summary!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM!!! I had read about his family some years ago. GOD has been GOOD to him and I'm glad he was able to see that GOD loved him.
Praise God for the new you.
Life has a way of pushing to the limit. But God can and will help you beyond those limits.
Never ever feel that you made it through all alone, or that you did it by yourself. God was your source of strength and loves you very much.
I am sorry for the way your father chose to leave this earth...but that does not define you!
I am sorry for your mother's death...but that does not mean you should give up.
I am so thankful you were able to look beyond your pain...which is understandable' but you were able to think of your kids and what taking your life would mean to them.
God Bless You and don't be afraid to continue counseling or seek it again if you need to.